I know I can say this to you Dave, because I know you trust in God. Analogy, when our kids are sick, sad, hurting, we as parents want to do whatever is necessary to take care of them, stay up all night for them. God is saying, let me stay up all night for you, let me take care of this, you rest, you sleep, you smile. Find joy in the small things. Sometimes relinquishing is the most difficult thing. But we must! We were never meant to do it alone!